Author Archives: Harshada Rajani

back to the ever pressing, ever infamous, ever mysterious question of WHY?! why why why did this happen to me? maybe if i ask enough, i\’ll get an answer… i had enough good karma in me to start a car, no, a truck, but the arguably worst thing in the world happened to me anyway.Continue reading “everything i do, i do it for you”

it was hard to have hope… really hard…pretty much impossible. i had just almost died. my entire life had been ripped away from me in an instant. i was terrified and alone. i could barely even believe in tomorrow, how was i supposed to believe in a future, a BETTER future? people kept telling meContinue reading “i believe i can fly”

drum roll please…I CAN TEXT!!!!!!! you all know that is secretly and sadly, one of my top priorities in life hehe. it is slow and difficult but it is completely by myself, which is all that really matters! im using my old phone, my crazy krazer, with my normal number. i hold the phone withContinue reading “call on meeeee, call on me”

i love(d) running. no really, i did! i enjoyed working out, and even found time to do it in med school! and i was pretty health conscious (that was sometimes an understatement…ask megan…vegetables with a side of vegetables anyone?). so, all that combined, i was in pretty good shape. and then, i had my stroke.Continue reading “its gonna be me”

let me share with you all a little story. not because it ties in perfectly with my blog, but because its a really cute story! the other day, i was watching tv with my nani (grandmother). she was telling me about how back in her day, no one ever said \”i love you\” to eachContinue reading “will you be there?”

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CEEZFJKfG8Ymy fave video of this song 🙂 one thing i love most is people. i love talking with anyone and everyone. i thrived on interacting with people.(you dont have 1400+ friends on facebook by being shy! jk) this quote from the movie waking life, was in one of my papers from senior year,\’Life was ragingContinue reading “Whatchu Say”

so life in the hospital was pretty lonely. my friends came as much as they could, but it was mostly on weekends. but i did spend hours everyday with a few people who were about my age. i listened intently to these people\’s problems and these people were there to celebrate my victories. i reallyContinue reading “and i will try to fix you…”

i watched movies all the time in the hospital. they served as a distraction, an escape from the horrid reality, and they made me happy, well, most of the time… so one day, i was watching the movie sex and the city 1, and at the end when (spoiler alert) big proposes to carrie withContinue reading “Some Kind of Wonderful”

WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME?!?! after the question of \’what\’ came the question of \’why\’ which will probably take up a few posts since i still havent found a proper answer. since many people find answers in religion so lets start there. i was a pretty religious person, and my moms family was theContinue reading “The Sun will come out tomorrow”

\’what the f?!?\’\’ was the one question that was constantly haunting my mind. i had no idea what was going on, what happened in the past, and what would happen in the future. so i wanted answers. i was hungry for answers. but i wasnt getting any. (the truth was no one really had anyContinue reading “More than words”